Christmas is the most depressing time of the year, right?
:D Yes, it is. Everybody is stressing about the gifts and stuff.
Well, i'd be really glad to do that. Typical, heh, to be alone at christmas?
Yes... my aim is to bore you to death! This is a perfect place to complain. I've noticed people are not so happy to hear me complain so here i am, where nobody has to listen.
Today i had some christmas-get-together with my friends. We had to make presents and everybody got one randomly. We also had to perform with some poem or song or something like that. As i got there, the first thing i found out was that the girl i was supposed to sing with decided she didnt want to. So i sang but i couldnt finish, they started laughing because it was such a long song.
Then my attitude got bad and i dint want to get along with anyone. So, all i said sounded like i was not sincere, well i wasn't.
When they started to talk about what they have gotten or will get for christmas, i got a bit depressed. That's because im shallow and i want to get stuff too. Christmas is all about stuff! There's really noone who would like to exchange presents with me. I dont blame them, i make awful presents (not on purpose). But how do they know that!
Well, and parents have decided not to make us presents some years ago. We dont even have a christmastree. Maybe it's better that way. If we had a tree, it would be even more depressing to see nothing there in the morning. It really is, every year. I still go and look in the morning, i can't help it.
Now im a bit angry with myself. Because i am so emotional and whine about everything, i hate that. Truly a crybaby, who cares about presents?!... me!
I hope tomorrow will be a better day and if it will, i probably won't be here telling about it.
